A Journey of Intuition, Spiritual Awakening, and Self-Discovery

My one of the favourite picture from childhood with my parents and big brother

I was born and raised in a small town in Bosnia and Herzegovina, in a time when life wasn’t always kind or certain. My mom signed three documents to give me life because both of us were in danger, but somehow, we made it. And now, at 50 years old, I look back at that moment with awe and gratitude. This is where my story begins, but the journey of self-discovery didn’t stop there.

As a child, I was wild, different, and unstoppable. This often caused trouble for my family, but it was my essence. Yet, the most beautiful part of my childhood was the overwhelming love my parents gave me. They provided me with memories that I’ll forever cherish, and that foundation of love helped me grow into the person I am today.

The Path of Spiritual Awakening

Though I was surrounded by love, I’ve always been different. In recent years, I’ve found myself on a spiritual awakening, one that not everyone in my family shares. I believe in the universe, in something greater than us. There are moments when my intuition leads me with such clarity that it feels almost otherworldly. Whether it’s through angel numbers, feathers, or just an inexplicable knowing, I’ve learned to trust that guiding force.

For example, I often see numbers like 333 or 111, which are signs of alignment or messages from the universe. These subtle reminders help me find my way. Sometimes, I'll even visit a holy place, and it’s like the energy there shifts in a way that is hard to explain, but I feel deeply. Miracles have happened in those moments, and they are experiences I treasure.

This spiritual path has become part of who I am. It's not just about believing in something greater; it’s about living in alignment with the universe and understanding that we are all connected. Every lesson, every challenge, and every triumph is part of the grander plan that helps us evolve. This has given me a deeper understanding of myself, and I feel incredibly fortunate to have this sense of purpose.

Human Design: The Blueprint of My Soul

Part of my journey of self-discovery has been through understanding Human Design, a system that blends astrology, the I Ching, Kabbalah, and the Chakra system. My Human Design type is a Generator—a type that’s meant to respond to life rather than initiate it. This has been such a game-changer for me, as I’ve learned that my energy thrives when I respond to opportunities and situations, rather than forcing things to happen.

Generators are designed to be the energy sources of the world, and when we’re aligned with our inner strategy, we feel fulfilled and energized. My strategy in life is to respond, which means I am most in tune with myself when I listen to what the world is offering and react to it. This strategy keeps me from feeling frustration or burnout—something I’ve learned to be cautious of. When I follow my strategy, I feel more satisfaction in everything I do.

My profile in Human Design is that of an Exemplary Human—meaning I have a natural ability to be a role model for others. People are drawn to my energy because I show them the possibilities of living an authentic life. It’s a beautiful feeling to know that my path is one of inspiration and self-expression, and it drives me to share my story and lessons with others.

I’m also learning that my gifts lie in numbers like 3, 5, 7, 9, 15, 18, 26, and others. These numbers represent various talents and lessons that guide me through my life’s journey. Whether it's the creative energy of the 3, the wisdom of the 5, or the deep understanding of the 9, these numbers are constant reminders of my purpose and strengths.

One of the key things I’ve learned is that my incarnation cross, the Left Angle Cross of Spirit, also plays a role in shaping my journey. This cross represents a path of deep spiritual exploration and connection with the soul’s higher calling. My specific cross (59/55 | 16/9) brings up themes of emotional resilience and creative self-expression, both of which have shown up in my life in significant ways. The more I explore these energies, the clearer my path becomes.

The Power of Charisma and Personal Energy

One of the most beautiful aspects of my life journey is my charisma. This energy isn’t something I try to cultivate—it’s just a natural part of who I am. I’ve always been able to draw people toward me, to inspire and uplift them with my presence. This is something I’ve come to appreciate more as I’ve matured. My charisma allows me to be a light in the lives of others, and I’ve learned that it’s my gift to share.

Charisma isn’t just about being outgoing or energetic; it’s about the ability to connect on a deeper level with people. It’s an intuitive energy that radiates from within, and I feel it most when I’m aligned with my true self. It’s as if the universe uses my energy to communicate messages to others, helping them find their own path or spark new realizations.

I also recognize that my intuition and charisma are tied to my deep connection with spiritual energies. Whether it’s the feeling of angelic presence or the subtle guidance I receive, it enhances my ability to touch others’ lives in profound ways.

Setting Boundaries and Embracing Positivity

I have a high tolerance for many things, but cross a line with me, and you’re out of my life—no matter how much I like you. I simply can’t surround myself with negativity, toxic personalities, or people who manipulate others. I choose to be around those who inspire me, who fill me with energy, and who elevate my soul. The people in my life must match the vibration I’m on. I won’t waste my energy on those who drain me anymore,lessons learned!

I value positive energy, and I find that I thrive when I’m around people who make me feel lighter and more connected to myself. I adore being near water, walking in nature, and engaging in activities that ground me. Traveling also feeds my soul, as it opens my mind and heart to new experiences and ways of thinking. Nature, animals, fresh food, and the simple joy of being present with the earth—these are the things that keep me balanced and fulfilled.

Still Learning: The Ongoing Journey

But here’s the thing: I’m still learning about myself. I don’t have all the answers, and in fact, if you think you know me, you don’t—because I’m still uncovering new layers of who I am every day. Life is a journey of self-discovery that doesn’t have an endpoint. I encourage anyone reading this to go deeply into your own heart and ask yourself: “Who am I, and why am I here?” It’s a question that can change everything.

My biggest belief is that LOVEis the most powerful and healing force in this universe. Love is the energy that transcends all, that heals wounds, lifts spirits, and binds us together. It is the force that guides me through life and connects me to everything around me. When we approach life with love—love for ourselves, for others, and for the world—we unlock a deeper sense of purpose and peace. And it is in this love that true healing occurs.

I don’t know where this journey will lead me, but I’m excited for what comes next. I’ll continue to share my story, and I hope it resonates with some of you along the way.